Right now I sit in front of a mirror, glancing from every angle to see if anything's changed. I take a camera and give out my best smile. I count my blessings and the wonderful things that brought happiness in me and that even built this silly grin. I lost count in my head because you're supposed to freeze on three. The shutter sound goes off and I blink away dancing lights. I look at the photo and think how unpopular I still am.
I was still smiling when I said to myself, "Always never was."